Dunno why but I actually can’t open the page for posting with the Wifi of my home so every time when here occurs to me an idea, I have to connect with my mobile data. It’s quite an inconvenience. Somehow, …

一个猛然的回想，驱使我时隔许久再一次去搜索了这一部东方Project的同人作品《东方梦想夏乡》，而结果是出人意料的：它仅仅只出了四部三集（包含一个2.5集），即便在我的印象里，第一次接触到它似乎已经是极其久远的历史了。 那具体是什么年份，我已经难以记清，也许是至少8年前——那时候我刚入宅，在百度贴吧里以碎片的形式了解到了它。非常有趣的是，在那时，我其实不知道什么是东方Project，只是在一些同人志里看见过这个名字。我甚至在高中的新生军训时和刚认识的同学吹嘘，说我看过“东方同人”XD……不过再回首，无论如何尴尬和可笑的劣迹，现在都已经成为了过往，“宛如泪水消逝在了雨中”。现在的我，能认出大部分东方Project里的角色，也能基本讲出一系列正作的剧情，但是却又觉得，似乎冥冥之间，总是少了点什么，总是缺少了什么，以至于不能达到完美。 我不知道。 我试图找回，试图复制过去的时光。我不断地重温刚入宅的时候看过的动漫，重读那段时间买的漫画书、漫画杂志和画册，甚至试图寻找那时候喜爱吃的软糖，试图再一次玩Left4Dead 2…… 但是不行。每一次我重复过去的行为，在心底里平添的，只是一种难以吐露的悲伤。我唯一能得到的，单单是复读机一般徒劳而又绝望地一遍又一遍确认一个残酷的现实： 我已经回不去了。 现在的我已经不是当时的我了，我已经再也没法完成一次完美的回想了。此时此刻，也许还有……再欣赏一遍以前收集的各种废墟主题的画和照片？ 0

I don’t know why but now I can’t open the page for posting new articles without proxy. Once I heard that WP would be banned in mainland China when I tried to recommend this website to someone. At that time …

Don’t screw around Jstzjgsc! There has been a whole day in which you didn’t paint anything! There’s still a mission that is waiting for you. Come on Jstzjgsc! You’ve gotta be a hurry! (But I still want to build a …

I’m so glad that I’ve donated 20$ for this epic movement. I saw that video before and I was totally shocked by what the policeman had done to poor Floyd. We must determinedly fight against prejudice and discrimination. It is …

Today when I tried to recollect all about the Azhax language, I found that I had forgotten almost everything about it. Until now I still can’t remember why the prepositional case exists. For these prepositions there already have been the …